Gone from January to October '09

I try not to think about you or talk about you. I don't even want to know your news or your where abouts. The pain is less, but it still hurts. It's still difficult for me to understand what it all meant, and who I was in the process. It's hard for me to understand, because it is still too painful to think about. Maybe one day it will all make sense to me but for now I am ok with not knowing.

M--