He is becoming impatient... he is getting bored and distant... They say we create our own experience. Did I create this?
I think love will never find me.
Hope-- words always fail me.
Tuesday, 26 April 2011
"The bad news is that life is not always dramatic, and we all have a tendency to get stuck in repeated, destructive patterns. The good news is that if we are actors in our life's drama, we have the capacity to revise old scripts, take on new roles altogether, and create ourselves anew just by engaging our imaginations and heeding the signs we pass along the way. All the world is not, of course, a stage, but... crucial way in which it isn't are not easy to specify"-- Goffman
Saturday, 16 April 2011
Thursday, 14 April 2011
I miss having someone to dream with; our dreams were always limitless, remember? I often times did not understand your dreams, but they still inspired me; they made me eager to explore the mysterious world you always talked about... I've been confused lately, I am excited for the future, yet terrified of what it holds for me. My biggest realization this past month is that I am terrified of death. At times like these, I wish you were still my friend.